Monday, September 8, 2008

Shit!!!!

shit man... uncle R passed away a few months back!!!! i really dont know wht to say... this is probably the first real death i've come across in my life. n im really worried abt Rupasree n her bro... i hope they are atleast sober... plz pray for them... :(

love,
VanityInsanity

Friday, May 23, 2008

A Story

dear online diary,

god really has the strangest ways of dealing with people! a few days back, i went to visit one of my father's former colleagues and his family. the last time i had seen uncle R was when i was 3yrs old... so i remembered very little abt him. i had completely forgotten that he had a daughter the same age as me (we used to be classmates before my father got transferred) n a son a year older than my 8 yr old brother.

when papa was living in mumbai, he used to visit uncle R frequently in the tata memorial hospital for cancer patients. a few months after that, we heard that he had healed due to chemotherapy. but some weeks later, it was discovered that he still had cancer cells in his body, this time, in a different place.

what left us all bewildered was that this man, who was suffering so much, had been a god fearing n good man all his life. he had had healthy habits n had never smoked a cigarette. moreover, he was always ready to help when someone called upon him.

when we visited him, he seemed pretty happy to see us. for me, it was a shock to see what cancer had reduced him to! the tall n well built man, that i knew him to be was reduced to just skin n bones with a few lumps of wounds here n there.

from an energetic, positive n calm man, he had changed into this grumpy father who was always complaining about his children. what hurt us all the most was his pessimism! everytime he would be in pain, he would tell his family that he had only a few moments to live.

and for u, dear diary, i have only a request. plz pray for this man before its too late.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Welcome To My World

hey online diary!
guess u just dropped by for some information on just another craphead... and here it goes.
my world is the world of just another teenager. school in the morning, tutions in the evening. then dinner, after which i go to bed. pretty boring. i know. but thats how i am... cant really help it. even then, i love my life... love dreaming of how beautiful the world around me could be... n i never seem to get bored of it!
and i'm so confused!!!! confused to the extent of not knowing exactly who i have a crush on! funny thing. even then, i get to be the "agony aunt".
and i'm a huge fan of ronan keating n his music.... just so romantic!
okay, enough information about me for the day... now get back to ur other work!\
bye then!
VaniyInsanity